When it all started, I promised that I would be ok if it ended.

news flash, I am not ok.

but nobody thinks that the entire world will crash down at once. and if it was just her I could be ok, but instead, its everything.

i suck right now.

and maybe i'm making excuses, but do you really want to hear what is going on?

my guess is no.

cause if you did, you would ask.

Do you ever feel like your head exploding would be the most optimal of possibilities?

I do.

I did it!